homeless

FEELING VERY VERY TIRED.... continuos bad dream last night!
*Snake* again! why i always have the snake dream with me now?
wat does it mean?

this morning when i try to search for the answer in google... then i got the virus attack from internet.
i am sure later IT department may inform me again regarding this.... virus virus always follow me! =(

last night talked with mum quite loudly.
regarding the house issue again.... then i dont know why i just get cried.
maybe after crying will really feel better right?
but i feel very tired at this moment now...
i got no place to go. force to stay in kl and in TTMSB which i hate the most actually.
i want home! i miss my home! but i couldnt be back because there is no room for me to stay at all.
the feeling is just like a abandon homeless child feeling hopeless and nobody could help this little pity human.
i am sad! i am really unhappy! but who care? =(.....

dear Jesus...
what should i do? What can i do? anyone can tell me?
i shouldnt talk this with anyone... i dont want to share this with anyone..
coz all the people around me are exactly couldnt do anything! they can hear then feel something strange then maybe blame someone around me or maybe didnt comment anything but know something new secret on me!
*haih*